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back from eating mag. mee.

was blogging for sam the other time and i realised i myself havent been blogging for my blog as well so yea.

uhm was out with sam and yea. was like talking abt friends and stuff. ask'd her if she did drift apart from some of her frens ever since she left school and stuff. well, i think im drifting apart away from my kcp friends as well. maybe they're having exams now and thats why we dint really talk much and stuff. i dnoe. i really dont. im not saying that its anyone fault here but anyhow, all the best for your mye. (:

jus imagine. everyone is in school having their mye and you? at home slacking. you might think im enjoying and stuff but NO. im not enjoying. haiz. i dnoe lah. like whats the point. say so much and get lala here and there.

ever since ________ [ lets call that person abc ] and i uhm i dnoe? things aint gg any better but it got worst instead. each time i have problem or wht fuck, abc will always be there and telling me '' ayes, dont worry lah. nothing will happen '' and abc will talk some sense into me. and abc know wht am i thinking. i dont have to say much and abc understand and stuff. abc will always be there for me whenever i needed abc. we will go out and stuff like nobodys business and uhm nvm. i think i should stop here. dont wanna go any further. not like things will turn out to be better or what.



we were letting go of something special. something we will never have again.
why do we never know what we have got till it's gone.


marilyn was able to feel at 3:27 AM

be gentle